CRUCIFIED

It's the Berlinale Film festival time again in Berlin. M flies into Berlin from Paris and so does Elizabet and so does HabibiDing from Thailand via Syria (of all places).
My zodiacal forecast has asked that i remain as open as possible in regards to "romance" (ach! WTF does that mean?)
Monday is ValentinesDay2011 and I am determined to NOT keep myself in a closet. I have still not finished reading "the ethical slut" which i received from "gay-socrates" in the UK. I have been reading it on and off and taking/making various notes of what i am in accord with and what perhaps i am not. Will/can my own position grow from this?
Also on my mind are the other practicalities of life aside from "possible"liasons
•Finances- basic clarity
•Studio upgrade/renovation/order
•Paris "report"
•Paris follow-ups
•"social" calendar
•"art" calendar
•New artworks
(ie: Weisssein (Lagom), Stiftung der Laender(big bear constellation), Goddess, RosaC install, KönigLütters Kaiserdom, marchand des panneaux de clochard,)
• things I NEED
(ie; CanonEOS slr, laser printer, Stichsaeger, laptop hardware Upgrade
•Website update with stevie (+artwork payment)
•Artwork for M (in Paris, with mini-contract installment-payments for bookkeeping)
OMG! as i write all of this i realize I my plate is rather full and I need to kick my ass

Indeed I am easily distracted (ie writing this posting) and want to be precise with regards to my re-insertion into the dating territory.
M in Berlin aka Monika is a very interesting bird. An Italian "Bluto" that makes me feel a tad like a ravished "Olive-oil"(though we haven't properly fucked yet- our massage exchange was very promising- I never allowed myself to do more than massage while I was in my relationship. Now i must liberate myself and move forward without these restrictions which no longer exist). I am still emotionally sensitive at the moment and thus I will proceed with anything only with emotional caution- proceed proceed and move forward. Keep certain reasonable expectations in mind but remain open to ways in which smart handsome(to me) men redefine or articulate my personal intimate goals.


Current reads and topics to keep an eye on:
Astrological commentary on the Egypt situation and planning.
 She recommends having a back-up stock of items in the pantry. Like our parents and grandparents generation. She's right regardless of crisis.
Catrin gave a cool lecture recently and the term Hipsterism came up. Very interesting when dissected. It's relationship to consumer culture is extremely interesting.